Phobia

Phobia.

One word that can describe a lots of feelings.

Anger.

Sad.

Frighten.

But most of the peoples just take for granted for those in phobia.

Maybe because they never feel it by themselves.

I still remember those eyes who watched me walked out the 24hours study room..

I still remember that creepy feeling when i was walked into the washroom alone..

I still remember my body shaked because of frighten.

And i still remember, when i was in that situation i was left alone....

Because of that day,

I never put my "husnu zhon" anymore to any man i saw..

Which before i respect them for being a protecter to the women..

To their childs..

To their family..

Now I am more secure.

Just because..

I'm still in phobia.