Loneliness

I got a sad life in me..

I always have been left alone..

I do not know what I've done wrong..

till i got this kind of punishment, lonely.

I'm wondering..

How can some people still can laugh,

when his/her friends in sadness..

How can some people still can act like nothing happen,

while they know, they hurt his/her..

Even in crowded, people can feel the loneliness..

It feels more hurt when they are alone..

Why there is no one who care with these people ?

They act like they care in public..

But full of liars when they are alone..

Its okay if no one outside there can accept us as who we are right now..

because we still have a parent who can accept us even we've got many flaws..

i miss my family so much..

because i know they will feel so happy when i'm home..

while in here..

i do not know who love to stay by my side..

because everyone start going a part..

i feel so lonely.....

i'm a bad girl that live in my own hope to be better from day to day,.

but become worst from day to day just because i lost my confidence inside.

why i feel this way ?