Worst

I do not know..

Whats wrong with me..

Or people around me?

I just want to disappear from this horrible world..

I do not want to live anymore.. 

Either in here or hereafter..

I dont want to live.. i dont want to be a human..can i be a table ? Or a chair ?

I'm give up in taking care of feeling..

My feeling and feelings of people around me..

Its tiring.....

Can i just live in this world without knowing anyone ?

So that i do not need to think what people will think or talk about me,

It scares me the most when i get to know that nobody love me..

Even when i'm sick, i'm alone!

I've no one to clingy with.. 

If i'm sad i even do not know how to express my sadness..to whom i can share my sadness..

Because people always took for granted whatever i said or whatever i do..

I just do not have anyone in this world !

So to you people who read this, help me...

I'm giving up of living....